LOOKING COOL

[spiceycamel]

I 'VE ENJOYED THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING SO MUCH NOW.i'M PLAYING A BAND AT TIMES NOW,WE ALL PLAY SONGS THAT WE THINK ARE FANTASTIC AND FEEL PASSIONATE ABOUT AND BECAUSE OF THAT THE AUDIENCE WE PLAY ADORES US AND APPRECIATES OUR STUFF IMMENSLY.I GET SUCH A THRILL GOING ON TO THAT STAGE ,IT'S ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS EVER,EVER EVER,BLUESING AND ROCKING AWAY,SOME NIGHTS I FEEL AS IT WILL GO FOR EVER ,THIS BLISS.
I DRESS EXACTLY THE WAY I WANT TO ,ALL THE CLOTHES I HAVE LOOK AND FEEL GREAT,EVEN GOING OUT TO THE SHOPS JUST TO GET MILK I SOMETIMES PUT ON A SNUG WAISTCOAT AND SHIRT JUST SO I FEEL COOL WALKING ALONG.YOU SHOULD SEE MY WARDROBE,FOR THE FIRST TIME I HAVE A WALK IN ONE,WOW! WHAT AFEELING LOOKING AT IT ALL.AMAZING PEOPLE SEEM TO BE ALMOST ROLLING IN TO MY LIFE,ONE AMAZING PERSON AFTER ANOTHER,LOVING AND FUN,SEXY AND BRIGHT.I'VE SPENT AL DAY SOMETIMES IN THESE WONDERFUL COFFEE SHPS AND PUBS ,EATING ,DRINKING,READING ,BASKING,MAN,THIS IS THE LIFE,THIS IS HOW IT CAN BE ALWAYSI SPEND A LOT OF THESE DAYS WITH MY GIRLFRIEND,PLAYING GAMES,MAKING UP SCENES,LAUGHING ,I DON'T THINK THERES A PLACE WE DON'T YET IT SEEMS BUT YET THERE ALWAYS ,ALWAYS IS A SOMEWHERE NEW TO GO.HANGLIDING IS NEXT ON THE AGENDA.THE DEEP FREEDOM OF FLYING SILENTLY SO HIGH ,IT'S SO SCRUMMYAND ADRENALINE PUMPING AND JOYFUL ALL AT ONCE.
YEP ,WRITING THESE IS A LOT OF FUN.I'M GONNA SLEEP WELL TONIGHT...STEVE

[spiceycamel]

]THIS IS SUCH A GOOD PLACE TO SCRIPT ON HERE.IT FEELS SO MUCH MORE "IN PLACE " THAN IF I WRITE IT IN MY BOOK ,AS I KNOW PROBABLY SOMEONE'S GONNA READ IT.THE EASY ,FUN LIFESTYLE ,WHERE I'M PLAINLY ENJOYING MYSELF(THE ODD CIGARETTE INCLUDED) ,DOING ALL THE THINGS I LIKE TO DO ,AS MUCH OF THE TIME THAT I CAN.I SEE TWO STUDIOS IN MY LIFE.ONE WHERE I REHEARSE A LOT WITH MY BAND AND ONE OF THE IMPORTANT THINGS I DEEPLY LOVE ABOUT IT IS IT LOOKS OUT OVER ROLLONG HILLS AND WOODS THAT LOOK A BIT MYSTERIOUS AND DENSE.WE WATCH THE SUN PLAY OVER THE HILLS THROUGH OUT THE DAY,THRASH OUT THE MUSIC AND CHILL.SOME OF THE BEST TIMES COME WHEN INSPIRATION SEEMS TO STRIKE ,USUALLY EARLY MORNING ROUND 2AM IF WE'VE BEEN REALLY HAVING FUN.
I FIND THAN FOR THE DAYS FOLLOWING I CAN PAINT EASILY ,IT AND MUSIC ARE MY THINGS,MY WONDERFUL,SLIGHTLY WEIRD PICTURES AND HAVING SUCH A FREE LIFE ,UNLESS I'M ABSOLUTLEY KNACKRED ,I GET UP IN THE NIGHT WITH AN INSPIRED PICTURE IN MY MIND ,DO IT AND THAN CRASH BACK IN TO BED MAYBE 3,4 HOURS LATER.THAT AGAIN IS THE LIFE.NO BOUNDARY'S.I'M INSPIRED TO THAT WAY RECENTLY ,HEARING THAT JERRY AND ESTHER SLEEP AND WORK AT VERY ODD TIMES,WAKING UP AT STRANGE HOURS,ESTHER LEAVING NOTES FOR JERRY WHEN SHE WANTS TO BE WOKEN UP ...GOOD STUFF ,I THINK[]ACTUALLY HERES THE LINK TO MY ART ON FACEBOOK.I'M STILL A BIT NEW ,ONLY BEEN AT IT A COUPLE OF YEARS SO I LOVE PEOPLES (NICE COMMENTS) STEVE http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=1 ... d=54718786 (http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=10226&l=c7c4e&id=54718786)

[spiceycamel]

Today I've spent a big part of it hang gliding,oh god I love the freedom of it .The air rushing past me,a thousand feet up in the air.First of all I couldn't wait to get down but as I adapted it felt so wonderful.It's about the closest I've come so far to flying.That is a joyful ecstatic thing to do.It's nearly exploding through me thinking about it.I'm so glad I finally got to do it.The weather was perfect for it apparently ,so I was told by my instructor,who was the most reassuring person I could have had for such a thing.WOW!..WOW!.....I'm going up again next week.I think theres weeks courses I can go on .How much can I take,I wonder?...How much freedom can I bear?...Steve

[Dance of Joy]

Steve,

Thanks for this. I have tears in my eyes feeling your IMMENSE JOY!!!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:

Love,
Christine

[spiceycamel]

Thanks Dance..I'm carrying on most days writing these little ditties for as long as it feels good.I find I'm enjoying the little thrill I get thinking about them through the day.I'm finding I really get something from this at the moment.
Today I'm writing from from my place right on the Thames.I've only been here a while and I specifically wanted this location.Getting paid a mini fortune AND a contract for my paintings allowed me to do it.I discovered I love being out on the terrace in the evenings ,watching the boats go past and feeling that wonderful evening only by the river kind of feel you get by a river in the evening(Hee!) Peace ,man,peace,but in an energetic way,it's actually Appreciation rather than peace and it flows easy here.It's a nice flat ,just the right comfortable size I like ,with lots of light and especially I love the morning sunlight streaming through the bottom of my bed in the morning (when else?).It's a place I'm deeply in love with ,it's good to hang around in but I'm out a lot ,either at either one of the studios ,painting or rehearsing with the band,but still ,coming back here is like coming back to a loving person (and sometimes she's there as well which doubles it!).The atmosphere round here is terrific.It has that real West London feel ,tremendous affluent ,vibrant ,villagey thing going on.Theres terrific shps to buy fresh food from ,cooking seems to be a joyful hobby now.God ,you should see the fresh meat and fish I bring home at times and I've got loads of herbs growing on the terrace.The perfect spot for them.shit,I'm so happy here,it's like Abe ram home to us all the time ,the culmination of everything I've been dreaming of (although culmination not the right word ,it's still moving around ,but you knew that ,didn't you?)...Basking at it's best,basking can be the best....Actually this evening is a bit harder to fully relax as I'm still flying internally from the hang gliding(what a life!),so maybe a beer????..

[spiceycamel]

This is really an extension of Brightloves thread I guess,but I sooooo greeedily wanted my own thread of my new story......yep ,I did...!!!
Going on from yesterday I've found myself on my terrace most of the day ,it was so beautiful, almost laughingly easy to be around here it's such a pleasure.From coffee and breakfast ,I'm in and out ,music playing in the background,some real chill out trippy stuff thats seemed to carry the mood.I've got this big canopy to slommock about under so I've got as much shade as I need.I don't think I've been this relaxed in a long time, I'm quite getting used to this "Being".It's like life is just flowing through me ,hugging me and loving me.Which of course it is but it's great to feel it so vividly.Happy expectations keep filling my mind ,ideas come easily and I think I'm discovering I might be getting good at allowing. Cool!!!

[spiceycamel]

Freedom,that blissful sense of freedom ,thats what I love.Thats the thing I seem to be looking for in all the imagining I do..thoroughly enjoying my life to the max as I can at any particular time.Sunbathing on a yacht ,hang gliding,driving a BMW convertible through English countryside,booking holidays,workshops,actually one thing I want and enjoy it's happening is going to several workshops in different parts of the states and meeting up with some other Abe types whilst out there,regardless of actually being at a workshop .That'd be fun.I'd stay in some nice hotels ,eat well and see some Blues bands maybe .I'll have great guides so getting around is easy..See some of you out there than!!!