I outed my Higher Self on a social site

[thesweetnow]

It was so incredible. I was completely in Love.

My mind was emptied of thinking about:
things I should be doing
things that are 'blowing up' here and there
things I wish I had
things I wish I was
things I should have done
choices I wish I'd made
love and attention I wish I had
lack
any negative thought

And I was all Love. So excited! So happy.

I was on FB. And I wanted to flow the Love out there. I hesitated ...but if we use FB to complain about things....why should I ever hesitate about just loving and being love and saying it?

My pure positive - resistance free time lasted under an hour. Probably started to 'come back down' to my 'usual' thoughts as soon as I started thinking 'how long will this last?' 'hope I can keep this feeling longer'.

Today I feel a little foolish.
Foolish because I ....feel a little exposed.

But, this 'blended being' that I know I am - it's been 10 years. I really want to be who I am now. Take it or leave it, peeps. If anyone thinks I was over the top, different from my usual self.....well, they're right.

Just trying to own and BE who I AM.

And looking forward to getting into that pure love place again.

It was so sweet because no one did anything or nothing happened to get me there.
I now know I'm not dependent on ANYTHING or ANYONE outside of me being a certain way. I can feel that Higher Being/Soul/Source love on my own.

Looking forward to spinning my thoughts and heart back there again soon.

I'm out of the 'closet' now. Just keep going. :cool:

:heart:tsn

[thesweetnow]

You felt great because of accumulation. You accumulated your way into happiness by your predominant choice of thoughts and self-talk leading up to that special hour of freedom and clarity.



Exactly!
Thanks, Skib.

I can get there again now. I know it. Just keep doing what I've been doing. And by doing I mean thinking. Thinking the better-feeling thoughts. :D

[Zesty]

its just a process of finding a more consistent personality (higher and lower integrated) that floats on a more stable vibration of 'all is well' for yourself, then refining the gem out of the rough. until then there will be phases of finding things you dont like so that you can etch out something you DO like.. wow okay that was way too much love shown, not enough wittyness," or "wow I was a bit abrasive there and didn't show enough compassion"
eventually you find one that rings so true with you and your personality will go along for the ride as your vibration goes up and down

[Inspired1]

It was so incredible. I was completely in Love.

My mind was emptied of thinking about:
things I should be doing
things that are 'blowing up' here and there
things I wish I had
things I wish I was
things I should have done
choices I wish I'd made
love and attention I wish I had
lack
any negative thought

And I was all Love. So excited! So happy.

I was on FB. And I wanted to flow the Love out there. I hesitated ...but if we use FB to complain about things....why should I ever hesitate about just loving and being love and saying it?

My pure positive - resistance free time lasted under an hour. Probably started to 'come back down' to my 'usual' thoughts as soon as I started thinking 'how long will this last?' 'hope I can keep this feeling longer'.

Today I feel a little foolish.
Foolish because I ....feel a little exposed.

But, this 'blended being' that I know I am - it's been 10 years. I really want to be who I am now. Take it or leave it, peeps. If anyone thinks I was over the top, different from my usual self.....well, they're right.

Just trying to own and BE who I AM.

And looking forward to getting into that pure love place again.

It was so sweet because no one did anything or nothing happened to get me there.
I now know I'm not dependent on ANYTHING or ANYONE outside of me being a certain way. I can feel that Higher Being/Soul/Source love on my own.

Looking forward to spinning my thoughts and heart back there again soon.

I'm out of the 'closet' now. Just keep going. :cool:

:heart:tsn


How exciting!! I'm so happy for you!! I know what you mean by feeling exposed, its just the separation anxiety again. When you are You on a constant basis there is no questioning what you are doing or looking back and feeling foolish and thats what you have to look forward to; absolute confidence in your positive outlook on things. The best part for me is when people ask "How are you so positive all the time?" or "Why are you always so happy?" Why are you not? haha I always suprise myself with the answers I give out, and they're always different because I have so much to be happy about. I don't want to overwhelm one person :facelol:.

Super stoked for you TSN! Rooting for you and wishing all the best!!

-Markus

[Flo]

loved your post thesweetnow....seeing you with many more out of the closet and in the vOrtex moments. :heart::namaste::heart: Your post was a pleasure to read.....I imagine your FP posts were LOVE-ly, too...... woo-hoo for you :grin:

:heart:Flo

[thesweetnow]

:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Ahhhhh,

so good to have this place where people get me and what I'm about.

:cool: