Trouble visualising-time mashine

[asjairok]

Ok this one is about when I try to visualize and feel what I would feel if I would be there doing what I do...( ideal home )
I usually am disrupt by expecting there to be my child, even I don't want to visualize I feel it coming from somewhere, being felt around.
Fact is I want painting at first place because child can take me time.
BUT that's just not all, yesterday I was visualizing and what happens, death of my father being placed there, I mean It's not what one even very enlightened one wants to experiance,
I just wanted to visualize they come for a visit in my home, and I get fully spiritual golden experiance: it's time for him to go. I have Rok he says.
I mean ... fuck it.
Help!

[ghanima]

Of course I have no idea, only you can know.
But I'd dare say that it looks like a good omen to me.
I mean it doesn't need to be a warning or something.
House=family= father, child / past, present
Feels like it's shakti checking in and asking, are you in the flow? are you ready to let go of the past and let in the future?
Now your answer is, no, you're going too fast. Shakti doesn't get stopped by your resistance, but still resistance can create sufferance
To take care of that is easy: ask for the process to be effortless, ask for curiosity to replace the resistance.

[asjairok]

thanks ghanima, that's really good answer.
love you,
Ana.

[Joyseeking]

You are perfect the way you are.Relax into your own light.