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Tai
Wed Nov 18 2009, 5:50am
I feel things are changing in my life.
I decided to quit my job. Right now I have vacation, but Monday I will talk to my boss and tell her I will be leaving in January. I am already applying for other jobs. I feel a change is coming for the better.
I feel scared, but also excited. What will come into my experience? I no longer hold on to an outcome, because I don't know intellectually what I want. So I just trust myself and the Universe, and let it happen.

I feel my relationship with almost every person in my life is transforming. Either they don't feel like a match anymore, and I am fine with it, or the relationship transforms into something more suitable for me.
I feel confident that things like this will keep on going, and I may meet new people that are more for me. But if it doesn't happen, I'm okay with that too, because I now know I don't need others to be happy. All I need is myself, and the love I have for me.

I feel that the things I like to do are changing. No longer do I feel the need to spend every minute on Abetalk. I feel like doing things. I started painting, sports, and I am figuring out other things I like, like massage-courses. I love taking more inspired action, even though the action sometimes is only to read about things.

I feel my life is getting better, more filled with love. I love feeling that :heart:

Mariposa
Wed Nov 18 2009, 7:05am
Amen to that Sister! :drum:

You know... I'm going through something slightly similar... I feel, maybe after reaching top bottom of unbearable sensations, I have started to slowly move up the scale, but this time it's not just temporary relief, it feels more like a shift, and actually a decision, or, a shift in awareness that allows me to decide this. I think, I think I'm done with the suffering :grin: Like these non-duality teachers say, when you're done with it, you can move on. Now I am living experiences as they are, experiences. I am loving whatever experience the day brings, and flowing with them along with my decisions, harmoniously. I feel this is the way I can start to live from now on. I realized I HAVE choice, you know? This is such an empowering place to be, the moment when you acknowledge that you have a choice, you actually get to choose, so you choose what feels best! Of course. It is lovely when it feels gentle, it's you being gentle to yourself, it is you opening up slowly like a blooming flower. At least for me, it feels like something happening within, from my core. It's a very calm sensation of being able to love what is.

Just wanted to share it with you, girl, because I feel we might be on a similar path, and it is a lovely thing.

Except I would say it in other words, I say... I am loving life more, and that is a way of loving myself, because I am allowing life to flow through me and instead of resisting the flow, boy that hurt, so now I am opening up so that the stream is caressing my soul...

http://www.freefoto.com/images/9907/05/9907_05_15---Stream_web.jpg

:love: love :heart: to you Tai :hug:

Rodney
Wed Nov 18 2009, 7:08am
Amen

What is this, church? :grin:

Mariposa
Wed Nov 18 2009, 7:17am
The word Amen (pronounced /ˌɑːˈmɛn/ (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wikipedia:IPA_for_English) or /ˌeɪˈmɛn/; [/URL]"So be it; truly") is a declaration of affirmation (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hebrew_language) found in the Hebrew Bible (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hebrew_Bible) and New Testament (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/New_Testament). Its use in Judaism (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Judaism) dates back to its earliest texts. It has been generally adopted in Christian (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christianity) worship as a concluding word for prayers (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prayer) and hymns (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hymn). In Islam (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islam), it is the standard ending to Dua (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dua) (supplication). Common English translations of the word amen include: "Verily", "Truly", "So say we all", "So be it", and "Let it be." It can also be used colloquially to express strong agreement, as in, for instance, amen to that.

[URL]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amen

:namaste:

Rodney
Wed Nov 18 2009, 7:20am
Can you put it here -- what is this, a joke factory?

Rodney
Wed Nov 18 2009, 8:22am
What is this, a book?

Rodney
Wed Nov 18 2009, 9:17am
Ok. I make you responsible to find the best threads.

River
Wed Nov 18 2009, 9:21am
I I feel my relationship with almost every person in my life is transforming. Either they don't feel like a match anymore, and I am fine with it, or the relationship transforms into something more suitable for me. :heart:

Tai, what you said spoke to me, so thanks. :heart:shannon

Gina
Wed Nov 18 2009, 1:03pm
I love reading this from you, beautiful Tai! :love: :love: :love:
So gorgeous and wonderful and inspiring - just like you!

I watched Eagle vs. Shark finally this morning. I was watching it on my iPod at the gym (while cycling 32 miles on a stationary bike :joylick:) and I was just giggling and chuckling the whole time, with my exercising neighbors looking at me askance.
Terrific movie, Jemaine was brilliant of course - thanks for the recommendation! :heart::heart::heart:

ShelleP
Wed Nov 18 2009, 9:29pm
I feel a change is coming for the better.
I feel scared, but also excited. What will come into my experience? I no longer hold on to an outcome, because I don't know intellectually what I want. So I just trust myself and the Universe, and let it happen.

I love that feeling of excitement! I love that you are letting it flow!


I feel confident that things like this will keep on going, and I may meet new people that are more for me. But if it doesn't happen, I'm okay with that too, because I now know I don't need others to be happy. All I need is myself, and the love I have for me.

mmmmmmmmm....

I feel like doing things. I started painting, sports, and I am figuring out other things I like, like massage-courses. I love taking more inspired action, even though the action sometimes is only to read about things.

I feel my life is getting better, more filled with love. I love feeling that :heart:

Tai, you sound terrific, I am just basking with you! So happy for you love!

:heart: Shelle

Playful
Thu Nov 19 2009, 7:28am
What if we found the best posts at AbeTalk and published them as a book?

Not just the best posts---but entire threads?!

The Best of AbeTalk
Volume 1

It is very easy to make books at lulu.com
Send it to Hayhouse when we're done.

Go on book tour---

AbeTalk USA Book Tour 2010
AbeTalk European Book Tour 2010
AbeTalk Australian Book Tour 2010

And then...AbeTalk the Musical XD

I am feeling this! I am serious feeling this, and I agree 100%, it is EASY!!!!
I volunteer to be on the project with you! In fact I am going to start a new thread right now!

Yippy Shane for your happiness!!! The little children will miss you at your current job, but change taste wonderful!