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ShelleP
Tue Oct 06 2009, 9:30am
With changes at work and hoping for a promotion/raise that doesn't seem to be in my immediate future, I found yesterday that it was pretty easy to get evidence of the lack end of the stick while I beat that drum yesterday. I found several examples to support that perception and could likely continue to find more if I choose to look for it.

What I keep forgetting is that the U. has my back. My worthiness is not defined by my paycheck or my title. My worthiness is a given. When I am delayed in something that I think I want from my limited fizzy perspective it always turns out better than I could imagine when I just go with the flow. There is no competition, there is no lack - what I am seeking is also seeking me! I have stepped out of the vortex in this step 1 moment, I have asked, the U. has put it all together, now I just need to chillax and bask in the belief that everything always works out for me. Why would today be any different than any of the other days that everything works out for me? Right now everything is fine I have whatever I need to be happy right now and right now is all that matters. It's not my job to work out the details...the U. is so much better at the details. I wouldn't try to tell my mechanic how to fix my car, why should I try to tell the U. how or which cooperative components to arrange for me?

I love that even though I woke up feeling off and icky I was able to recognize my guidance and chose to shift my focus - I want to feel good!

I love knowing that Source is the larger part of me and is love and doesn't insist that I only feel that love every minute of every day or judge me if I'm pinching it off, but is there anytime I'm ready to let it flow

I love that I recognize that I have the freedom of time to be able to get aligned with feeling better about where I am before finishing packing and heading up to the mountains - this way I'll have everything I need and everything will fall into place perfectly

I love that I had dinner with my friend from Chile last night whose life is such a shining example of what good things flow in when you let go of the oars! I love how adorable and happy he is and how he reminds me that my natural state is adorable and happy too!

I love that my team is handling all of the projects on deadline this week - they're like my fizzy universal managers! Hand it over and it's done :grin:

I love that I'm headed up into the mountains where the first snows are falling and the excitement is in the air and we might even open up one of our mountains for skiing! Skiing in August and October? How fun!!

I love that I get to see so many of the fun people that I work with this week that I normally only get to speak with on the phone or skype or email - it is so fun to be able to laugh with them in person!

I love that I just remembered to pack my yoga clothes :D

I love that there is this section on Abetalk to let it flow...it feels so powerful to share when I want to shift to feeling better!

Love you guys :heart: Love me too! :heart:

Playful
Tue Oct 06 2009, 10:17am
What I keep forgetting is that the U. has my back. My worthiness is not defined by my paycheck or my title. My worthiness is a given. When I am delayed in something that I think I want from my limited fizzy perspective it always turns out better than I could imagine when I just go with the flow. There is no competition, there is no lack - what I am seeking is also seeking me!

u-la-laa, you are good!
what a joy to read how your mind is processing !!

Pina Colada
Tue Oct 06 2009, 1:13pm
You're in the wrong section magickal Shelle...Rampages are NOT here.:heart::heart::heart:

Tai
Tue Oct 06 2009, 4:45pm
Great post Shelle :love: Things we should remember.

ShelleP
Wed Oct 07 2009, 12:39am
Thanks you guys - I love you all so much! :heart:

It feels so good to pivot and process things differently and had some huge ah-ha's today and noticed where I keep splitting my vibration. I'm feeling the need to sleep and reconnect with Source so more later :love:

fresh beginnings
Mon Oct 12 2009, 8:07am
Shelle, I love your post -- it helped me wrap words around some of the things that I am feeling. :heart::heart::heart:. Thank you.