Sick again..

[Tai]

Hmmm... So, I'm sick again. This is like the 4th time since I started working at the day care, that I have a cold or the flu or whatever.
Right now, at work there were some cases of the flu, and they were suspecting the swine flu. A few kids were sick, and a few coworkers, which meant that I had to work twice as hard. But I was feeling okay with it, I was aligned with the extra money I would make with it.
And, even though I sometimes have fear of getting sick, I wasn't feeling that at all. I was so appreciative of feeling good! And then still, last night I got sick, and now I can't go to work and they all have to work even harder.
I don't know why I keep creating illness? I am so tired of it..
I eat healthy, I sleep enough, I feel good most of the time, and still I create this.
There must be some logic to it. I was feeling very annoyed with my coworkers, maybe I just went into that too much. But can't I feel anything without it making me ill?

[Dance of Joy]

Hi Tai,

You are tired of getting sick. Frustrated a bit? Is there any other subject in your life on which you have a similar vibration of frustration/irritation? (You mentioned your coworkers as one. Any others?)

:hug:

Love,
Christine

[cigi]

And, even though I sometimes have fear of getting sick, I wasn't feeling that at all. I was so appreciative of feeling good! And then still, last night I got sick, and now I can't go to work and they all have to work even harder.
I don't know why I keep creating illness? I am so tired of it..
I eat healthy, I sleep enough, I feel good most of the time, and still I create this.
There must be some logic to it. I was feeling very annoyed with my coworkers, maybe I just went into that too much. But can't I feel anything without it making me ill?

Tai, maybe you just need to chill.:love:

One thing I have learned...no...has been DRILLED into my head lately is LET IT GO. It's not necessary to find the why's & the how's of everything you create. Just follow where it takes you. Listen & watch for the signs. Flow with the stream.

Don't use a flu bug as an excuse to beat your self up. There are a million & 1 reasons you may be sick right now. Maybe your IB has something to tell you so she wants you to sleep more to get the message thru. Maybe if you had gone to work today, you would have been hit by a bus. Who knows?

You are an eternal being having a physical experience. Anything that appears to be happening to you is most definitely for a reason. BUT maybe not the reason you think. Getting sick feels like you've done something "wrong", but what if it is the best possible thing for you right now?

hugs & chicken soup babe.:heart:

[Rodney]

Hmmm... So, I'm sick again.

It's your body telling you "relax and chill, you're taking this way too seriously."

Right now, at work there were some cases of the flu, and they were suspecting the swine flu.

Oh no, not the sWhine Flu. It sounds 100x more lethal and deadly. You better start saying your goodbyes and preparing a casket for your funeral. :facelol:

I don't know why I keep creating illness? I am so tired of it..

You never create illness. It's like, there is no dark switch in the room. And when you want darkness, you flip this switch, and a dark smoke appears to drown out all the light.

Just like there is only a light switch, there is only a stream of well-being. And when you feel "illness", it's because you're cutting off the flow of that stream of well-being.

So, there's a thought that is throwing you out of the vortex, and it's causing you to block this life-giving stream. And of course you would be tired of illness, because when you're not letting that stream flow, you're not allowing in the energy that breathes you with life.

And some people would say "but I feel better than ever, there is no thought that is booting me out of my vortex". That's an indicator that there is something bothering you, it wants your attention, but you haven't been thinking about it. And so, it gets bigger, and bigger, until it manifests as a physical disease. Then it is bright and big and you can't miss it. :grin:

So, what thoughts are you thinking that you inner being doesn't agree with?

[cigi]

You never create illness. It's like, there is no dark switch in the room. And when you want darkness, you flip this switch, and a dark smoke appears to drown out all the light.

Just like there is only a light switch, there is only a stream of well-being. And when you feel "illness", it's because you're cutting off the flow of that stream of well-being.

So, what thoughts are you thinking that you inner being doesn't agree with?

I think this train of thought (whether from 11:11 or Abe) is contradictory.

You can't flip a dark switch but you can pinch yourself off from the light? It makes no sense. The very understanding of "All is Well" negates that from even being a possibility.

We don't have to live our lives as "thought police". We don't have to analyze every bit of minutia that passes thru our thoughts. There is no such thing as "Mis-creation". There is only asleep or awake.

[Rodney]

You can't flip a dark switch but you can pinch yourself off from the light?

You can block the light, you can turn your back to the light so that you don't see it or get to benefit from it. And in that way, you allow yourself to experience darkness.

And in the same way, you can take yourself out of alignment enough so that you don't get to experience the benefit of the stream of well-being.

There is no such thing as "Mis-creation".

Yeah huh, there most certainly is. When you pick up the stick on any subject, there are always two ends to the stick: what is wanted, and what is not wanted. And it is always your choice where you place your focus, and what story you are telling.

And so, talking from my own experience, when I am in a state of disease, the answer is always to get in my vortex. When I get in my vortex, I am a match to the energy of the stream of well-being. And as I bask in that shower of energy, it brings my body up to speed with wellness.

[cigi]

You can block the light, you can turn your back to the light so that you don't see it or get to benefit from it. And in that way, you allow yourself to experience darkness.


And maybe experiencing darkness is ultimately what will benefit you the most. All is still well.

Yeah huh,
Na-uh.:facelol:

When you pick up the stick on any subject, there are always two ends to the stick: what is wanted, and what is not wanted. And it is always your choice where you place your focus, and what story you are telling.You still created the stick and the subject - you didn't MIS-create it.

And so, talking from my own experience, when I am in a state of disease, the answer is always to get in my vortex. When I get in my vortex, I am a match to the energy of the stream of well-being. And as I bask in that shower of energy, it brings my body up to speed with wellness. And how is thinking that you're having the "wrong" thoughts getting into your vortex?

So, what thoughts are you thinking that you inner being doesn't agree with? That kind of question makes it sound like disagreement with your IB is punishable by flu.:facelol: Ridiculous. Tai said she was a tad annoyed with her co-workers. It seems to me that her IB gave her EXACTLY what she wanted -- a couple of days off.

[asjairok]

Yes : get a chill and don't over dramatize rofl

[Timo]

Some days ago I got a cold or flu or something like that. I think it's normal that you get sick from time to time, especially if you are working with lots of people.
Assuming that being sick isn't a bad thing, it can mean you just created it to take some time off to get to know you better, whatever that means.

In my case, maybe stress created it (the "sickness"), but more likely I created it, to heal the stress paterns. So after all it is maybe a good thing.


Btw: Your Eagle vs Shark-CD isn't here yet. Kind of annoying...

[MErlin]

Hi Tai,

I might have a solution for you, it's free and worked wonders for me.

MErlin

[ShelleP]

That kind of question makes it sound like disagreement with your IB is punishable by flu.:facelol:

OMG - hahahahaha...snort...snort...snort...diet pepsi now all over my desk...

Sorry, I just had to jump in. There are a lot of times I've felt that because I was disagreeing with my IB I was being punished.

I tend to get sick when I need downtime. I've been trying to have very loving conversations with myself to remember I can just decide to take the day off, I really don't need to make myself sick.

It's all good. Tai, don't beat yourself up, try not to get caught up on the why am I creating this and just let your body rest and rejuvenate. It's hard to ignore your current condition when you feel like crap, but I'm a huge believer in sleep, sleep, sleep...you don't notice you feel like crap, it releases resistance and let's your body's trillion cells do what they already know how to do.

Isn't it nice that I got sick on Friday so I can feel better by tomorrow and still have the whole weekend to enjoy?

Mwah! :love:

[Tai]

Christine, Yes, I do feel frustration and irritation a lot lately, about a lot of things actually. But mostly at work, and I've noticed a few times that I get too much into it. I mean, with my coworkers, I can't seem to keep my distance, I just dive right into it (into conversations we have, into working with them) and get annoyed every minute..

Cigi, your posts felt wonderful to read. Lately, as you might already know, I don't feel a click with the Abe teachings anymore. When I first got into their teachings, the part that got me the most was that I create everything with my vibration. From that moment on I tried to analyze everything back to my thoughts and emotions. So when I get sick, and I get better, then sick again, then better, I think: 'Which thoughts and emotions are creating this?' It's like an automatic pilot, I just search and search and think until I can come up with something and satisfy that part of me. But honestly, it doesn't work, because I keep getting sick, even when I figure out parts of it. And maybe treating myself as the thought police, and as the suspect as well, makes me more frustrated!
I guess it's that because it keeps on happening, that I want a solution for this! I don't want to get sick every month! I have too much things to do. Altough the thought of staying away from work (the coworkers) doesn't hurt me at all.

11:11,I get what you'r saying, and I've been thinking liek this for the last years. But it hasn't helped me so much. That way I can always make up an excuse when I get sick. And why would I get sick, get better, get sick, get better? It doesn't feel as if there's a huge big deal that needs solving.

Asemaa, I don't know, I think there is some resistance in me. There are a few situations in my life that I want to change, although I don't know how. I know what I don't want, but I don't know what I do want. This makes me worried and stressed out a bit.

Timo, I've been thinking a similar thing, now that I don't have to work for a few days, I can relax and release some of the old stress. And maybe it's normal to get sick sometimes, but I never used to be sick, then I started working at the day care and I keep getting the flu or colds or whatever. And of course, it can be 'normal' but I want normal to be feeling good, you know, I want to be in control and I feel like I'm not...

And too bad my CD isn't there yet!! I hope it will get there soon :love:

Merlin, tell me? Is it what I think it is?

Shelle, thanks for your sweet words :love:
When I got sick the first time, I thought exactly as you wrote. I needed downtime and felt okay with it.
But now, I get a bit annoyed to be honest. I mean, how much downtime do I need? I feel like this doesn't cover it for me..

Arrgghh, I just realzie that the only reason I want to find out why I am getting sick is FEAR. I just don't want this to be an endless pattern. I feel like I'm not in control over my life/body and I want to be.

[MErlin]

Merlin, tell me? Is it what I think it is?

What do you think it is? :facelol:

MErlin

[Tai]

I think it's the same thing William offered me a few minutes ago :cool:
But come on, when you give advice, let it be understandable at least! Maybe your advice will make me all better ^^

[Pina Colada]

MErlin don't be a perv and don't offer sexual favors so she can feel better.:shock:

Tai baby,when I was in 7th grade,I got sick every two weeks and stayed home for a week...I really hated school and thruought elementary and highschool I would get sick on a regular basis...I'm out of highschool now...And guess what?I get sick like that really rarely now...

Hugs:heart:

[MErlin]

I think it's the same thing William offered me a few minutes ago :cool:

No, running naked around the office won't work, sorry Vic17, I tried it and it didn't work :confused:

It's about a weird technique called NAPs (Night Audio Programs) where you record your own voice, a quick affirmation like "...Your flu problem goes away completely and rapidly" and it does a kick ass job.

This week I used it to get rid of the advance dehydration that I had after meeting Pina :shock: huh.. no...wait...I meant after doing some hard Kayaking. It was hurting everywhere, legs, arms, hands and usually it takes many days even weeks to rehydrate myself correctly but I created a NAP "Your dehydration problem goes away completely and rapidly" and 2 days after it's 90% gone.

You listen to this 8 secs audio cklip in loop during the night only so it goes at the source of the problem: The Subconscious Mind.

Here, I'll let Teri Mahaney talk about it.

YouTube- Your Theta Brainwave State & Change

Here's how to create your own audio clip on tape but I prefer Mp3s.

YouTube- How to Make a SuperSleep® Recording with Teri Mahaney, Ph.D.

PinUP Collada,

Don't worry darlin, me sexual favors are just for you cutie. Love the new Avatar btw, is this the dance you do at your strip club on the polar bear rug I sent you?

MErlin

[Nightprincessa]

It's a choice, everything in life is a choice. :)

You are in this NOW moment and the past doesn't really exist, it is just a story you are telling yourself in the here and NOW. But you have the power to change it here and NOW by not telling the same story and choosing to be a healthy person NOW. Step into that dimension where you are totally healthy.

You are not a victim of life, you are life itself.

Just decide it. Declare it! And BE it!

That is what I did over 10 years ago, and I never get sick. :)

:heart::heart::heart:

[MErlin]

did someone say sexual favors :p:p:p

ME, ME, ME, ME. Now of of course ME stand for Matrix Energetics right ;)

MErlin

[Tai]

Hmm Merlin, I never heard of that! I will look up some info about that, or do you know a website?
But isn't an affirmation like that pointing your attention towards the problem?
Anyway, with William I meant William my (ex?)boyfriend. I believe the one on the forum is Yic17.

[Tai]

Pina, I love your new avatar too :love:
Oh and Merlin, I think you're funny :facelol:

[Pina Colada]

Don't worry darlin, me sexual favors are just for you cutie. Love the new Avatar btw, is this the dance you do at your strip club on the polar bear rug I sent you?
No,I dance with less clothes and infront of an aroused donkey.

[Tai]

It's a choice, everything in life is a choice. :)

You are in this NOW moment and the past doesn't really exist, it is just a story you are telling yourself in the here and NOW. But you have the power to change it here and NOW by not telling the same story and choosing to be a healthy person NOW. Step into that dimension where you are totally healthy.

You are not a victim of life, you are life itself.

Just decide it. Declare it! And BE it!

That is what I did over 10 years ago, and I never get sick. :)

:heart::heart::heart:

I like this. I tried to do this actually, but I guess I wasn't completely successful, since I still feel not great.
But I still love the idea of this, I guess there are some conflicting beliefs in me, but I just keep telling myself I am on the way to being healthy again.
:love::love:

[cigi]

No,I dance with less clothes and infront of an aroused donkey.

ummm....ew.:shock:

Ya might wanna consider a more ummm upscale venue.:facelol:

[Pina Colada]

ummm....ew.:shock:

Ya might wanna consider a more ummm upscale venue.:facelol:
A girl's gotta eat.:namaste:

[MErlin]

Hmm Merlin, I never heard of that! I will look up some info about that, or do you know a website?
But isn't an affirmation like that pointing your attention towards the problem?
Anyway, with William I meant William my (ex?)boyfriend. I believe the one on the forum is Yic17.

Well of course I my my 2 sites MerlinWorld and http://www.subconscious-mind.info/ those will give you my 20+ year research on the brain and Subconscious Mind and I also suggest you listen to Teri Mahaney's interview on the Conscious Media Network website.

http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com/members/tmahaney.htm

I learned on that interview that she was doing the same thing I did (listening to an audio clip at night) but 20 years before :shock:.

MErlin

[MErlin]

No,I dance with less clothes and infront of an aroused donkey.

Hey that wasn't very nice, that's not an aroused dunkey that's my good old friend AZZ. Let's hope he won't read this one :confused:

MErlin

[AZZZ]

(I didn't mean to read it, just following Pina around like a good dUnkey.)

Sick? Study up on MMS:

http://jimhumble.biz/

http://mmsmiracle.com/jamorganics

[MErlin]

(I didn't mean to read it, just following Pina around like a good dUnkey.)

Yeah, who wouldn't ;)



Sick? Study up on MMS:
http://jimhumble.biz/

http://mmsmiracle.com/jamorganics



So tell me, you had good results with this MMS?

My brother and I didn't. We had a flu that was lasting a month or so and decided to give it a try and it only made it worst. I finally got tired and did a NAP on it which killed it.

Maybe the MMS source wasn't good or that this stuff was so good that it turned it into a detox crisis which we all know looks like the flu symptoms.

Anyway, we got tired of having a runny nose so we killed it without MMS.

MErlin

[MErlin]

my subconscious mind only exist if i believe it does and it can only thwart or help me if i want to believe it

Yeah I hear ya. Bashar was saying the same thing. He said that our subconscious mind doesn't exist but since we decided to believe it then we decided to make it important.

What i'm saying is that how can a person really NOT believe in it? How can a person really NOT believe in gravity?

Can we do REALLY do that if we want to?

In fact when I did my first NAP (you make $500 per month with your new business) and got it after 3 days, I didn't believe that was possible. And then the week after, when I did my $10,000 NAP and got it wihtin 10 days I was totally shocked. It wasn't the case where I believed in the power of the SM that I could say "oh, hehe, that's normal, it's just the power of the SM here working".

I think the SM is there whether we want to or not just like a person who never saw a tree before, takes his car and runs it straight towards the tree. Can he passes through the tree because he never saw one before or say "...I don't believe in trees anyway so I can go straight through it with my car".

MErlin

[Maj3rdEye]

Hope you're feeling better, Tai. May I recommend using whatever means you have available to make you smile and feel good; that should help your immune system grow stronger and fight off whatever ails ya. Get well soon!

[mspositive]

Hi Tai,

I hope you don't mind some input from a newbie.
I worked in daycare for many years so I know how the kids wipe their noses on you and sneeze and cough in your face. The little ones can't help it of course, but it exposes the caregivers to all sorts of negative vibes. It's difficult not to think, "I'm going to get sick from this." Every year for about 5 years I got the flu and a terrible laryngitis right in the middle of winter. It came like clockwork and became so that I began to expect it. Then one year I realised what I was doing, and told myself leading up to winter that this year I would be completely healthy, and immune to any negativity around me. Every time a child coughed or sneezed on me I would say to myself, "I am completely healthy, I am God's perfect child and nothing can touch me." I never again got a cold or flu or conjunctivitis or anything the children had. I found it just takes persistence in the face of all appearances to the contrary. While all around me were ill, I was perfectly healthy.

I also used this method when the bird flu was around, and more recently the swine flu. Every time it was mentioned on the news or I saw anything about it, I affirmed, "myself and all my loved ones are in perfect health at all times." None of us got the swine flu, even though it hit our area and my kids' school. The media have a lot to answer for, spreading the fear and apprehension amongst the population.

On another note, but in a similar vein, I knew a sweet older man who for years used to fear getting diabetes. His mother had it and he was continually getting his blood sugar checked and talking about how he would get it because it's hereditary. He also used to smoke and would hold up his cigarette and say to my kids, "never smoke, this will get me in the end!" Well he did get diabetes, and was actually sort of proud that he had predicted it, like, "I told you so!" Then, sadly, a couple of years ago he got lung cancer, just like he predicted, and passed away quickly.

I hope you feel better Tai, and I've given you some food for thought :heart:

xxxlove mspositive

[Pina Colada]

Fred our donkey would LOVE YOU :p:p:p
Awww say hi to Fred!:heart:

[Tai]

Well, I decided to stop thinking about why I am sick. I am just gonna focus on getting better, because that feels much better.
I don't have to go to work all week, the doctor said I should stay home, my boss said so as well. So, I have the whole week to rest and get weller and weller ^^

[Jobo Pooks]

Perhaps some manifest into physical reality to be ill all their lives in order to play a specific part in the game.
:facelol:

[Toni]

TaiEE!!! Hoe gaat ie??? :)

You're always as fit and healthy as you can be!!!

[Tai]

Toni!! Alles gaat goed, dit was een oud bericht van mij :grin:
Hoe gaat het met jou?? We hebben je gemist hoor hier. Ik hoop dat je nu langer blijft! Liefs

[Willem888]

Hi Tai,

You probably got sick because your environment speaks a lot of it, this is contagious and thus will the fear/idea of being sick get the best of you. So think health instead of sickness. And remind yourself that all that swine flu and bird flu is just fake crap it doesn't do anything but give the gullable people who belief in it an enormous fear -thus become easy controllable through fear. (victim role)


Willem888

[Willem888]

Also,

Besides Merlin's NAP suggestion you could also try this:

http://healingwateronline.ning.com/forum/topics/testimonial-on-the-tb-for

Just drink it everyday, I do and haven't even got a small cold ever since.

Willem888

[Toni]

Leuke foto Tai!
Met mij gaat het super, Dank je!!
Ik zit nu weer thuis met internet dus ben helemaal terug! Ik heb jullie ook gemist!

Doe William de groetjes van me!!

[Timo]

Damn, I like this Dutch. It's just so funny when I read or hear it.

[Tai]

Zal ik doen Toni! De groetjes terug :grin: (het is uit trouwens, maar we leven nog wel als vrienden samen)
Ben blij dat je weer helemaal terug bent,. Ik ben soms ook even weg hier, maar kom ook altijd weer terug haha :cool:

Timo, nice huh, this Dutch. I wish everyone here would speak Dutch, so it would be easier for me to talk here.

People, I know why I was sick all the time. I have a shitty job, with a shitty vibration, and people that talk about being sick all the time, and I just admit that I am not yet strong enough to not be influecned by this. Working on it (and am looking for another job)

Love :love:

[Willem888]

Maar dan kunnen de andere mensen je niet meer begrijpen.....

[Tai]

Haha, ik dacht al dat jij ook nederlands was :grin:
Soms is het wel leuk toch, even in je eigen taal kletsen. Maar wel een beetje onbeleefd misschien..

[Skibbington von Skubber]

People, I know why I was sick all the time. I have a shitty job, with a shitty vibration, and people that talk about being sick all the time,..(and am looking for another job)...



Not gonna say a thing...easy pickins...will leave it for someone else....fish in a barrel...we take ourselves with us wherever we go...who said that?...wasn't me...:heart:uh-huh...:heart:

:popcorn::popcorn::popcorn:

[Tai]

Skibbs, don't think I'm not trying. I'm just admitting I find it hard not to get influenced. Not their fault, I'm just not yet perfect in not picking up their vibration.

[Willem888]

You'll get there...

[Skibbington von Skubber]

Skibbs, don't think I'm not trying. I'm just admitting I find it hard not to get influenced. Not their fault, I'm just not yet perfect in not picking up their vibration.

It's got nothing to do with their vibration.

When you are intentionally aligned with your IB/soul you feel too good to give a damn about anyone's vibration. What's more, LOA keeps the bummer-vibers away! It's true! Not mystical bullshit!

LOA is, sometimes unfortunately, ALWAYS WORKING.

You bring your vibe with you wherever you go.

LOA follows you wherever you go.

Scary, ain't it?!:o

Shitty day at work? IT WAS YOUR SHITTINESS!!
Shitty evening with the wife, hubby, kids, bartender? IT WAS YOUR SHITTINESS. It is not outside of you, dig?

There is not this crazy uncontrollable environment that you live in called planet earth with air and water and people and plants; there is only you---the inside you---the relationship between you and your soul---your feelings---these come first! They exist first and foremost. The fizzy world just reflects your feelings and VE. You can only "control" the fizzy world by first controlling your feelings and thoughts and thus your relationship with your inner source-being---your permanent broader perspective.

Can't be bothered? Then don't! Ye will suffer over and over until ye croak.

Don't care about feeling good? Then suffer!
Don't care about controlling what you focus on? Then burn!

We all burn until we learn. The stubborn ones who refuse to learn anymore do a Wilcox (or my dad) because it hurts too damn much to stay here if you're just gonna ignore or fight your own fucken soul and your own experiential knowledge of how to be intentionally happy or relieved.

Jimi sang, "Try learning instead of burning, hear what I say."

[Flo]

Love it skib. Love you too....such passion, power and control. :heart::namaste::heart:

[Tai]

Skib, the way I see it is that one of the things I have to learn, is to stay in my own power, and stay with myself. that's something I've been trying to do for a long time now, and one of my personal lessons is to not be afraid to be myself, in the middle of people who are different.
In my job, it is a perfect environment to practice that. For me, it makes sense that I create such a workplace, with people so different than me.
And on good days, I can be myself, without getting bothered by it at all.
And sometimes, when I don't feel great, this is harder for me. when my co-workers talk about negativity all the time, and I feel lower myself, I let myself get sucked in. I don't do that on purpose, I just am less strong, and less in my own power, than when I feel good.
So, I understand why I attract these people. I just didn't understand why I got sick all the time. Now I know. This is just a manifestation for me, to get even better in staying true to myself.