Grr.....need some pivoting help!!

[simple soul]

Here's the gist of it....

I have someone in my life who just received a "bonus" that is more money than I make per year. Yet, when he called to tell me about it, he complained because he thought it should be more.

I realize that my self-worth level is very, very low compared to his and for some reason that is making me very,very cranky.

Some one give me some idea of how to be ok with this without wanting to bop him upside the head.

Jaye

[Rodney]

"He received a bonus. Makes more than I do throughout the year. And HE is NOT HAPPY with it!!!"

Ah, the thought gets me out of the vortex!

So, get back in your vortex.

Tell the story like it is, from when you're inside your vortex.

When I'm inside my vortex, what is the story I'm telling? (or, What is the story my inner being is telling about this experience?)

[simple soul]

Well, let's see.....I really, really wanna say that Inner Being thinks he's a friggin idiot! I have a really hard time thinking about it at all right now because I just wanna be mad that anyone could find that something to complain about.....I'm a really long way from the vortex on this subject!

[Rodney]

There was a recording I listened to last night. A person working on a sales team, he saw someone in his office was absolutely smoking everyone else, getting paid so well for his work. And he felt jealous.

And Abraham said...

It's like there is a shower of abundance. And this shower brings with it lots of money, health, loving relationships - everything you are wanting. And here you are, standing in this shower, with an umbrella open. And while you're standing under this umbrella, you're not having any of it.

And then you see this successful person, they are not covered by an umbrella, they are enjoying the benefits of all this abundance. And you say, "If only I walk over there, and I put my umbrella over him too, then I can feel good about where I am." But all that this does is prevents him from experiencing the shower, and you're still not having any of the shower!!!

And so, the solution is to close your umbrella. Allow yourself to shower in that stream of well-being.

And this person, they are a Beautiful example of someone who remembers Who They Are, they remember how easy life is supposed to be.

And at point in his life, he was probably where you are today. At one point in his life, this person didn't have enough. And he went from not having enough, to having more than enough.

And so, here you are, where this person used to be. And there they are, where you want to be. And now you know, it is possible for you too! There are many out there, like me, who used to be having this experience, and are today enjoying the prosperity that they deserve. They experienced the contrast, they released the thoughts of resistance, and they became a match to their vibrational escrow. And then all the well-being flowed into their experience.

And so, I appreciate him for showing me it's possible to experience the ease of prosperity. And I appreciate knowing that, I ATTRACTED HIM INTO MY EXPERIENCE! He is driftwood of the prosperity I WANT FOR MYSELF! He shows me that prosperity that I lined up in my vibrational escrow, it's very close!!!

And so, when I felt this contrast seeing him, I immediately shot out a rocket of desire. This rocket of desire shoved a whole lot of abundance into my vibrational escrow. Because of this experience of discomfort, my vibrational escrow just grew bigger. And because of this contrast, I just sped up my stream of well-being. Meaning, I am closer than ever to closing the gap between My Physical Experience and My Vibrational Experience.

And so, ...

When I am in the vortex, looking at this experience, what do I see?

I see the ease of prosperity. I see someone that is connected to their stream of well-being. I see someone enjoying their vibrational escrow. I see this experience is available to me. And as I no longer use this man as an excuse to boot myself out of my vortex, I am allowing my stream of well-being to flow. And as I am allowing that connection to the stream of well-being, it brings with it all that I've aligned in my vibrational escrow.

And so, I will continue to beat this drum of being inside my vortex. And every day, as I live without this old resistance, I am now a better match to my vibrational escrow. And soon, SPLAT, there it is. All that prosperity will show up right on my doorstep.

How's that feel, did any new thoughts come up?

[Tai]

Well, I think it's logical it doesn't feel good when someone is so ungrateful. Your IB doesn't agree with that feeling at all. Your IB knows how wonderful it feels to receive, AND to be thankful for it as well.

Why does it make you feel cranky when you realize your self-worth is less than his? And how do you know that?
What I think, when someone acts the way he does, the whole fact he gets annoyed he doesn't get more, shows he has low self-esteem. If someone would really feel worthy, they would appreciate such a gift, even when they know they deserve more, because they would know for sure they will get everything they deserve.

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