The energy was listening to my instruction!

[Rodney]

Today, I was buying a gift for my brother (it's his birthday), and the thought of spending money - it felt horrible. "I can't afford it", "It will be hard to pay off my Visa", "I'm afraid I won't have enough income"...

And for one instant, I had like five seconds of clarity. Where I separated my wanting to express appreciation, from this concept of money. And I saw that naturally, I want to express love, desire and passion flows through me and wants to be expressed physically. I have this desire to give, and then when I think of money, it's like I choke all the oxygen from this burning flame, and it kills the flame.

And then - I REALIZED!

OMG! This burning flame, this passion, this desire - it is pure energy. And I can use my thought to energize this energy to take any form that I want. But, as I think of MONEY, the detrimental ideas of money that I carry around, they infuse this energy with the instruction to create fear, anxiety, and lack in my experience.

And so, this time, instead of extinguishing this desire with my old ideas of money, I infused it with a new thought - "for every dollar I spend, three dollars flows back to me." And I felt as if this energy was listening to my every word, as if the energy was taking instructions from me. (Edit: Start -->) And in that moment, I felt the fire became bigger, burning brighter, and it enveloped me with a feeling of love. It melted the resistance. It felt like I really struck at some truth. (<-- Edit: End)


I might be completely crazy here, but... I will keep playing around with this concept. I think there is definitely something to this.

I think I can improve my financial reality by changing three ideas:

1. when I am buying an item,
2. when I am paying my visa bill,
3. when I am receiving money from a source.

Because these are the three areas where contrast around the idea of money will appear. And I think my power lies in how I respond and feel around these ideas of contrast.

[fresh beginnings]

Interesting 11:11! I for one will be watching how your thought process unfolds.

One of my MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR breakthroughs was in separating work from salary.

I was getting really antsy because i wasn't getting the kind of job i wanted (in terms of salary)....
and when I corresponded with you

the separation of work (for joy) from income was a phenomenal concept....because you said if one is a vibrational match to money, then money can come in from any source....doesn't have to be through work.

So today, thanks to you, I have a job that I love, which i might not have approached with the right attitude otherwise, because it does not pay as much as my old job.

But I love my work and I celebrate it.

I want to see how this particular thread plays out and how your thoughts evolve here.

:heart::heart::heart::heart:

[Rodney]

I have said to you money's only purpose is to express appreciation and that is so. That is not a limiting concept of money. Indeed, it is the most expansive energy that we can express and money is delighted to be the tangible expression of that energy.
The opportunity that you have now is to be clear about the vast amount of your Soul power you disguised as money. In setting up a limited economic structure where money had all the power to provide happiness and well being, stature and acclaim (or to take it away) you were able to play the game of limitation and struggle.
And now, as you embark on this new game of unconditional appreciation for yourself and that Self that you hid away, you can truly marvel at the unlimited creative being you are and free money up to do what it loves to do: EXPRESS APPRECIATION!

Wow, that sounds just like Phase 1 and Phase 2 of Busting Loose.

[Rodney]

That's it!

Money IS appreciation!!! And so, the only reason my thoughts of money were choking my feeling of passion, is because my thoughts are the ones that are not up to speed with the thoughts my inner being is having!

Money doesn't choke that feeling of appreciation, Money doesn't extinguish that flame of desire. It is "delighted to be the tangible expression of that energy". As I reach for better feelings thoughts, as I stop perpetuating the money thoughts that take me out of the vortex, I am "freeing money up to do what it loves to do: EXPRESS APPRECIATION!"

Wonderbar!!! :heart::heart::heart:

[fresh beginnings]

11:11, how can I translate what you said and apply it to my debt?

[Rodney]

Mmmmm... that thought feels so delicious... I feel inspired to post a musical interlude!


The O'Jays - For The Love Of Money

YouTube- The O'Jays perform "For The Love of Money" on Soul Train


The O'Jays - Love Train

YouTube- Love train - The O'Jays (HQ) with lyrics

[Rodney]

11:11, how can I translate what you said and apply it to my debt?

See it in terms of being in, or being out, of the vortex.

When you are in the vortex, what do you see when you look at this debt? Tell it like you see it from inside the vortex.

"When I am in the vortex, I know money is a vibrational indicator of where I used to be - nothing more, nothing less.

And so, I understand that I used to be in a place where I perpetuated a lot of beliefs that took me out of the vortex. And a lot of them were around the topic of money. As I participated in these experiences of spending money and receiving money, I was choosing thoughts that cut off my connection to source. I wasn't allowing the stream of well-being to flow through me.

It was horrible to be in that experience of powerlessness, anxiety, tension. Not knowing whether I would be able to survive, not knowing how my future would unfold. And I experienced these feelings that felt uncomfortable.

But, each time I experienced that contrast, I shot out a powerful rocket of desire asking for my well-being. And so, in these experiences of tension, I was throwing huge loads of abundance into my vibrational escrow.

Not only did this contrast cause me to expand my vibrational escrow, but every time I shot out a rocket of desire, I was speeding up the closing of this gap, I was speeding up the flow of my stream of well-being. And as I continued to resist that well-being, it only hurt more, and I shot out an even more powerful rockets of desire. And so, this process went on and on and on.

So today, I have this debt as a vibrational indicator of where I used to be. It shows me:

1. on the topic of money, the thoughts I am thinking are not up to speed with the thoughts my inner being is thinking; and,

2. my vibrational escrow is overflowing with abundance from all my asking, and a day will come when I am reaping the benefits of my vibrational escrow, and I will get to enjoy all that amassed prosperity. And I will look back at those days where I experienced tension, and I will feel genuine appreciation, because it was that contrast which allowed me to amass this huge vibrational escrow. It was that contrast which allowed me to clarify my desire; it allowed me to clarify myself and who I am.

And so, from this day forth, I will be telling the truth about money. I will tell it like I see it from inside my vortex. With every thought I choose, I will become a match to my vibrational escrow, I will release this tension I had around the topic of money, and I will stop letting it boot me out of my vortex.

When I am in my vortex, I feel complete. This moment has all the resources I need to feel whole and worthy. This moment, which feels like it lasts an eternity, is flowing the stream of well-being. And when I am in my vortex, I am connected to that stream of well-being. I feel its energy coursing through my body, releasing tension and anxiety, as I bask in its warm loving glow. When I am in the vortex, I feel this source of well-being as it is feeding my body with nourishment. I feel myself come to life, awake, and full of energy.

When I am in the vortex, I feel my prosperity, I know my prosperity, I can feel the ease of my prosperity. I can feel its presence right here, as if I could grab it, and pull it right in.

When I am in the vortex, I feel this huge vibrational escrow I have amassed. I can feel it is lined up and ready for unfolding in my experience. I do not feel anxious or bored. When I am in my vortex, I feel it is already here. It's as if in this one moment, I am feeling the unfolding of my vibrational escrow, even though unfolding is an experience which needs two moments to demonstrate. Radical, isn't it? It must mean, when I am in the vortex, I too am timeless. In other words, in this moment I feel that I am expanding, and I can feel that my expansion is already lined up and guaranteed for eternity. I will never stop becoming more!

When I am in the vortex, I know that all is well. There is nothing that I have to do. I am where I am, and this moment is absolutely brilliant. It is so delicious, I could bask in this moment forever. It is a great place to be."



Do you love that, or what? :facelol:

Damn man, I just got to say, thanks for asking the question. That sent me buzzing out of this universe! :heart:

[Gina]

OMG... This thread - and its soundtrack - is so fucking sexy. Wow.
Must go back and re-read...

[Dorothee]

It was horrible to be in that experience of powerlessness, anxiety, tension. Not knowing whether I would be able to survive, not knowing how my future would unfold. And I experienced these feelings that felt uncomfortable.


So today, I have this debt as a vibrational indicator of where I used to be. It shows me:

1. on the topic of money, the thoughts I am thinking are not up to speed with the thoughts my inner being is thinking; and,

2. my vibrational escrow is overflowing with abundance from all my asking, and a day will come when I am reaping the benefits of my vibrational escrow, and I will get to enjoy all that amassed prosperity. And I will look back at those days where I experienced tension, and I will feel genuine appreciation, because it was that contrast which allowed me to amass this huge vibrational escrow. It was that contrast which allowed me to clarify my desire; it allowed me to clarify myself and who I am.

Do you love that, or what? :facelol:


Hi, 11:11, yes, I do!

When I look at my bank statements and my accounts I can also feel this disharmony with Source, the Forgetting that Everything is All Right, and everytime I feel that, it gets worse. New costs pop up, more money flows from me, new opportunities to spend crop up around me.

I guess the first thing I want to do now is to make a few focuswheels around money, around these new opportunities to spend it and around my belief in not-enoughness.


Thanks for the discussion!
:smile:

[Rodney]

And, a follow up to my stream of thought on this idea of money.

I understand in the non-physical, we create instantly with our thought. What
we focus on, it is so. It's like using your imagination or being in a dream.

And so, when I think of buying a gift, that is what I feel - that freedom of
instant manifestation.

And up until yesterday, I felt bad about money, because I thought it was a
physical creation that was created by some elite that wanted to restrict our
wizardly powers. Like this elite group didn't want us to manifest instantly.

But yesterday, I learned that, I didn't feel bad because "this elite group existed,
and they were restricting my wizardly powers by forcing me to use money". I
learned that I felt bad because "my inner being doesn't agree with me on that
story. My inner being knows that money does not restrict, it in fact, allows for an
amazing appreciation experience. And so, while I was thinking of money as this
dirty physical concept, my inner being saw money as this beautiful wonderful
creation."

[Chamber]

Words words words words......reading....reading reading reading uhhhhh reading....


.....uhhhhhhhhh....


What?


hey check this out.....

I took my 9yr old nephew to the pro wrestling show in town last Tuesday....

4hrs later we were walking out to leave....and he tells me he wants one of those 'authentic' masks his favorite wrestler wears....

....so I walk up to the counter....

and I see they cost $60....

and I say to the nephew..."OMG Justin....they're $60!"

....and he gives me this look back....like..."So?!"

http://i344.photobucket.com/albums/p321/siegeay/Snapshot_20090828_3.jpg

Best $60 I ever spent.

[asjairok]

haahah Chris that is really awesome !
I'd like some , too now.