Got it!!

[vineyardnancy]

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I've been playing BIG time with "Busting Loose" and kinda combining it with Matrix Energetics.
Having a great time and making so much more sense to me this time.
(read BL about a year ago and loved it ... but it kinda scared me..especially about it all being an illusion...too hard and scary to really wrap my brain around.

I've been 2 pointing quite a bit ...just for grins and giggles:joylick:
and I'm almost always aware now of the illusion of things ..
but this time it's in a really good way...

Cause let me tell ya! My illusions are so incredibly powerful and realistic...
Damn ....I'm one of the best directors ever!!

Then last night I listened to Wendy Downs "creating reality " download ....
(totally amazing)
and it all seemed to come together.
About 1/2 way through ... I realized that...
my daughter is just my illusion!
and it is sooo cool
cause she is the most amazing illusion ever ...I'm brilliant!:love:

and ...I CANchange whatever I want about her ....

and it doesn't feel manipulative...
it just feels Damned Good!

It is what I see about her that will become...
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and right now she has an amazingly wonderful time ahead.

Dont' know if this makes sense:D, but it does to me!

and now I really know that any romantic relationship is just an illusion .
http://tbn2.google.com/images?q=tbn:UDKaKYDAAo9JVM:http://static.pyzam.com/img/thumbs/bgs/sm/abloveillusion.jpg... one that I can change mearly by focus and moving into a new reality.

Everything!
My world is as "wide open" as I wish it to be!!
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[Izzy]

Nancy, this is fantastic. I totally understand you, it makes perfect sense in my heart too.

I am happy for you, we are truly MASTERS of the UNIVERSE :love:

[Blissful Creator]

Geez, first you guys convince me through repeated exposure to your posts to read M.E., now I am becoming brainwashed to want to read Busting Loose. How long can my I-no-want-change Taurus stubborness hold up? ^^

[Joy1975]

Cool, Nancy. Feels like you have made a huge breakthrough!

:cool:

[vineyardnancy]

:lasso: - my beautiful friends!
Still riding this amazing wave of power and peacefulness!
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What a wonderous, beautiful time to be alive!

Can't wait to try the recording again!

[River]

I feel your energy of transformation and how light and joyful it is.

I loved the Wendy Downs audio you posted and it has been effecting me along with doing the vibesync process. I am enjoying being more anchored in the now, savoring it all, all these beutiful nows that are one vast expanse with no end so that now is all there is.

Floating up into the space of now/love where all possibilities exist and dwelling there....beautiful.

I love it Nancy.

Keep on sharing you moments. I want to be right there with you. :heart:shannon

[Tai]

I love that you sound so inspired Nancy. You are a wonderful being :heart: