serenity
Sat Jan 31 2009, 5:31am
I hope you all understand my english..I must improve it.. ;)
I was born in a poor, alcoholik familiy, with no education, with a belive there is not enough for everyone...I think you all have a picture of how I grow up and what wos my belief...
so... I leave hose very young. I lived for 3 years with a family and children who had similar problem. They halp us very much. Than wos a first time someone tolking with me and listen to me...All this halp me become a person I am today. :love: I attract many sutation and people who halp me in my path.
I remember one night with my friend Monica we were in the midle of the night in a highway try to get home by autostop. We wait for obout 45 min , it wos wery cold....there wosent any car. Then we see the light and a car stop. That man in a car wos a preacher. We remain in contact and he wrot me a relly beautifull letter...full of spiritual frases...at the time I didnt understand the meaning, but it felt so good to read it . One chrismas he send me greeting card ...in wich wos written...How beoutiful is that you exist!... what a beautiful moment, the best greeting card ever...what a beautiful person.
Then I meet one guy i I stayd whit him for a year, lived with him and his grandparents. They wos so nice to me but they feel sorry for me, ...they didnt really appreciate me ...how could they??? If i wosnt respect me ( I learn it today :D ). Everiting remaind me that Im not good enough, that I wos only waiters and so on...I think you get the point! hehe
I hate this feeling of they feel sorry for me and I hate the feeling of being dependent of this people...I now In my heart i can do better and there wos a voice screaming at me that I can do It. A lot of time I avoid this litle voice iside me.(today I love it and I listen to it).
Out of this gratest catastrophe i realize what I relly wont ...I wont my own car, my own home, i wont finish scool....there wos so big desire inside me I cant even explain it. ...
At the time I visited an card reader..she tell me I?ll be rich, that a man is coming at my way and he is so rich and powerful that I would have all a house, a car, education...and guss what ...I belive it so hard I didnt have any other idea of how can I get everything i wont...and guss what? ...it happened...
I meet this man it wos 16 years older then me , he wos my man ...my father I never had , he wos all I need at the time. First date after 4 months trying ...he give in my handbag a money for a car when he live for te week ...when i notice this money in my handbag waaaw...mama mia.... :shock:
it wos like in a movie i had all diamond, alll...I have ever imagined...
Then he invite me in Milano -Italy to the horse auction(he now I love horses)...I felt in love with one small horse ...and guss what? he buy me this horse. He had a ranch with 15 horses and when my horse come in to this ranch everybody smile becouse he wos the smollest horse and the uglyer...in two years he came to his first race and he live other horse for 100 m behind...and so on he win every race...when other people sow it at race he didint wont to register his horse for a race. It wos the best in the ranch, made more many then ever a horse did in this ranch.
Becouse it wos so good we had to dislodge from Serbia and we moved it to Italy...It name wos Dragon K Jet...Dragon won in Italy a lot of race and one day we get a oportuniti to sold it for 150. 000 DEM at the time ....waw whit tihis money I buy a home... :drum:
I now in some way I did all that , but i didnt now how...
after a few year Abrahams book...is a answer to everithing I passed...
And today I now that it wosent a card reader thet forecast my feature...it wos me belive in thet story.
It wos all me...only me.
Hope you understend my english.
Love, :heart: Margherita
I was born in a poor, alcoholik familiy, with no education, with a belive there is not enough for everyone...I think you all have a picture of how I grow up and what wos my belief...
so... I leave hose very young. I lived for 3 years with a family and children who had similar problem. They halp us very much. Than wos a first time someone tolking with me and listen to me...All this halp me become a person I am today. :love: I attract many sutation and people who halp me in my path.
I remember one night with my friend Monica we were in the midle of the night in a highway try to get home by autostop. We wait for obout 45 min , it wos wery cold....there wosent any car. Then we see the light and a car stop. That man in a car wos a preacher. We remain in contact and he wrot me a relly beautifull letter...full of spiritual frases...at the time I didnt understand the meaning, but it felt so good to read it . One chrismas he send me greeting card ...in wich wos written...How beoutiful is that you exist!... what a beautiful moment, the best greeting card ever...what a beautiful person.
Then I meet one guy i I stayd whit him for a year, lived with him and his grandparents. They wos so nice to me but they feel sorry for me, ...they didnt really appreciate me ...how could they??? If i wosnt respect me ( I learn it today :D ). Everiting remaind me that Im not good enough, that I wos only waiters and so on...I think you get the point! hehe
I hate this feeling of they feel sorry for me and I hate the feeling of being dependent of this people...I now In my heart i can do better and there wos a voice screaming at me that I can do It. A lot of time I avoid this litle voice iside me.(today I love it and I listen to it).
Out of this gratest catastrophe i realize what I relly wont ...I wont my own car, my own home, i wont finish scool....there wos so big desire inside me I cant even explain it. ...
At the time I visited an card reader..she tell me I?ll be rich, that a man is coming at my way and he is so rich and powerful that I would have all a house, a car, education...and guss what ...I belive it so hard I didnt have any other idea of how can I get everything i wont...and guss what? ...it happened...
I meet this man it wos 16 years older then me , he wos my man ...my father I never had , he wos all I need at the time. First date after 4 months trying ...he give in my handbag a money for a car when he live for te week ...when i notice this money in my handbag waaaw...mama mia.... :shock:
it wos like in a movie i had all diamond, alll...I have ever imagined...
Then he invite me in Milano -Italy to the horse auction(he now I love horses)...I felt in love with one small horse ...and guss what? he buy me this horse. He had a ranch with 15 horses and when my horse come in to this ranch everybody smile becouse he wos the smollest horse and the uglyer...in two years he came to his first race and he live other horse for 100 m behind...and so on he win every race...when other people sow it at race he didint wont to register his horse for a race. It wos the best in the ranch, made more many then ever a horse did in this ranch.
Becouse it wos so good we had to dislodge from Serbia and we moved it to Italy...It name wos Dragon K Jet...Dragon won in Italy a lot of race and one day we get a oportuniti to sold it for 150. 000 DEM at the time ....waw whit tihis money I buy a home... :drum:
I now in some way I did all that , but i didnt now how...
after a few year Abrahams book...is a answer to everithing I passed...
And today I now that it wosent a card reader thet forecast my feature...it wos me belive in thet story.
It wos all me...only me.
Hope you understend my english.
Love, :heart: Margherita