Tai
Fri Jan 09 2009, 9:09am
With all the new developments going on in my life, I get more clarity of what I do want.
When I pay attention to that it feels so good!
When I dream of..
The fun I have at my new job. I see myself waking up every morning, excited about going to work. I come up with great new things, having so much fun with the kids. I know the kids will love me. I know I will have so much fun learning from them, their pureness and wisdom. My colleagues and I will have a good working relationship with each other, laughing with each other, sharing our visions and learning from that. The work days will go by so fast, because i have so much fun!
The money it will bring me. I have so much things I wanna do with the extra money I'm gonna get. First of all I will pay off some debt from myself and William. I know it will feel so incredibly good to finally get rid of my debt, and the feeling of finally doing something back for William, since he took care of me financially for almost two years, already makes me shine! I just love showing others my gratitude!
And I will be able to take my friends to lunch sometime, and buy my mother and stepfather something nice!
The free time I will still have. I always wanted Wednesday free. When I was in school, I always thought how nice it would be to have a day off in the middle of the week. At my first job, I was so jealous at my colleague that had the Wednesday free. And now I have it myself! Plus I also have Friday afternoon off. Which means I have plenty of time to clean our home (which I love to do, because it relaxes me and I feel so pleased when its all clean and smells nice!) and I have also plenty of time to do fun things with my friends, and have time for myself!
The improvement this all will bring to my relationship with William. Me sharing in paying the rent, buying groceries, will make me feel more equal, and will take some of the pressure off William. And I 'm looking forward to telling him the things that happened during the day, being away from each other for a while and coming back again to each other is always such a nice moment between us. And, with all the contrast we've faced lately, we both have much more clarity on what we want. We want to feel good! And I know this new insights will bring us closer together, it's already happening, and I feel the excitement in my stomach again when I think of him. I see us being more close again, having that special connection, really feeling it again, and appreciating each other for who we are. We are so good at uplifting each other. We have such a beautiful bond, I really appreciate that.
The fun I will have again! I already know how I want to feel, since I've felt it so many times. I want to feel FREE and HAPPY and SHINING and SAFE and WARM and LOVING and LOVELY and OPEN and TRUSTING! I want to feel the connection with my SOUL, my IB more and more. I know that listening to my feelings, to my guidance will bring me good, since not doing it brought me this contrast. I know this works, and I know that following this guidance, and deciding that feeling good is all that matters will take me on the path to my perfect life!
Love :heart:
When I pay attention to that it feels so good!
When I dream of..
The fun I have at my new job. I see myself waking up every morning, excited about going to work. I come up with great new things, having so much fun with the kids. I know the kids will love me. I know I will have so much fun learning from them, their pureness and wisdom. My colleagues and I will have a good working relationship with each other, laughing with each other, sharing our visions and learning from that. The work days will go by so fast, because i have so much fun!
The money it will bring me. I have so much things I wanna do with the extra money I'm gonna get. First of all I will pay off some debt from myself and William. I know it will feel so incredibly good to finally get rid of my debt, and the feeling of finally doing something back for William, since he took care of me financially for almost two years, already makes me shine! I just love showing others my gratitude!
And I will be able to take my friends to lunch sometime, and buy my mother and stepfather something nice!
The free time I will still have. I always wanted Wednesday free. When I was in school, I always thought how nice it would be to have a day off in the middle of the week. At my first job, I was so jealous at my colleague that had the Wednesday free. And now I have it myself! Plus I also have Friday afternoon off. Which means I have plenty of time to clean our home (which I love to do, because it relaxes me and I feel so pleased when its all clean and smells nice!) and I have also plenty of time to do fun things with my friends, and have time for myself!
The improvement this all will bring to my relationship with William. Me sharing in paying the rent, buying groceries, will make me feel more equal, and will take some of the pressure off William. And I 'm looking forward to telling him the things that happened during the day, being away from each other for a while and coming back again to each other is always such a nice moment between us. And, with all the contrast we've faced lately, we both have much more clarity on what we want. We want to feel good! And I know this new insights will bring us closer together, it's already happening, and I feel the excitement in my stomach again when I think of him. I see us being more close again, having that special connection, really feeling it again, and appreciating each other for who we are. We are so good at uplifting each other. We have such a beautiful bond, I really appreciate that.
The fun I will have again! I already know how I want to feel, since I've felt it so many times. I want to feel FREE and HAPPY and SHINING and SAFE and WARM and LOVING and LOVELY and OPEN and TRUSTING! I want to feel the connection with my SOUL, my IB more and more. I know that listening to my feelings, to my guidance will bring me good, since not doing it brought me this contrast. I know this works, and I know that following this guidance, and deciding that feeling good is all that matters will take me on the path to my perfect life!
Love :heart: