Jen2174
Fri Jan 02 2009, 12:09pm
Getting rid of belief systems you have had for years and have heard from the outside world is not an easy thing to do. I thought I would bring up change in the physical body because im interested as to whether or not some of you have mastered that well, just like you have the mental things in your life, or if you struggle or not.
The other day I started to menstruate, and it was ten days early. I frieked out, that was my first reaction because of society and the beliefs they give you that something could be wrong. I felt like crying because negative thoughts wanted to come easily and I thought it was a bad sign of some kind of disease or something. I could only find relief from resistance, by calling my sister and asking her about it and she was nice enough to comfort me and tell me it was probably nothing. The resistance dropped down significantly and my point of attraction changed, so I felt it was easy all of a sudden to quickly say "my hormones are balanced, my body will be perfect" and I said it with a smile. IB really agreed with that thought so I kept telling myself that. I am still bleeding and still trying to relax about it. im 34 years old and have never had a child, and all of the stupid science out there tells you that if you havent had a kid your body might try to start perimenopause early which is a frieky thought so I dont want to own that one, but dont have anything better to replace it with. So im just trying to relax about my body knowing what to do all on its own and hoping that thought will get me through.
Anyway, why is it so hard to control the body? most peoples natural reaction is to friek out when something happens. When I sprained my ankle in May due to a fast moving stream, it hurt so badly my breathing wouldnt come out right. and it must have been IB who told me...sit down, relax, breathe slowly the best you can. I followed the advice and it took about ten minutes through the horrendous pain to calm down but I was more at ease afterwards.
I just wonder what to think about this since our first reactions are inbred inside of us to think the worst, to panic, when supposedly its supposed to be the other way around? thats strange..
The other day I started to menstruate, and it was ten days early. I frieked out, that was my first reaction because of society and the beliefs they give you that something could be wrong. I felt like crying because negative thoughts wanted to come easily and I thought it was a bad sign of some kind of disease or something. I could only find relief from resistance, by calling my sister and asking her about it and she was nice enough to comfort me and tell me it was probably nothing. The resistance dropped down significantly and my point of attraction changed, so I felt it was easy all of a sudden to quickly say "my hormones are balanced, my body will be perfect" and I said it with a smile. IB really agreed with that thought so I kept telling myself that. I am still bleeding and still trying to relax about it. im 34 years old and have never had a child, and all of the stupid science out there tells you that if you havent had a kid your body might try to start perimenopause early which is a frieky thought so I dont want to own that one, but dont have anything better to replace it with. So im just trying to relax about my body knowing what to do all on its own and hoping that thought will get me through.
Anyway, why is it so hard to control the body? most peoples natural reaction is to friek out when something happens. When I sprained my ankle in May due to a fast moving stream, it hurt so badly my breathing wouldnt come out right. and it must have been IB who told me...sit down, relax, breathe slowly the best you can. I followed the advice and it took about ten minutes through the horrendous pain to calm down but I was more at ease afterwards.
I just wonder what to think about this since our first reactions are inbred inside of us to think the worst, to panic, when supposedly its supposed to be the other way around? thats strange..