focus, desire, contrast, and contrasting situation

[asjairok]

You are not always aware that your desires have been answered because there is often a time gap between your asking and your allowing. Even though a clear desire has emanated as a result of the contrast you have considered, you often, rather than giving your attention purely to desire itself, focus back on the contrasting situation that gave birth to the desire-and in doing it so, your vibration is more about the reason you have launched the desire than about the desire itself.