Zesty
Tue Apr 22 2008, 11:41am
Hey,
I'm reading Bashar right now, I'm fully ready to become a deliberate creator 99% of the day. All is well :mrgreen: Life is good, and I am eternal. I have all eternity to figure this out, so I'm relaxing and creating this thread to see what happens.
The physical things that I desire which are not in my experience, I enjoy thinking about. All is well.
I enjoy being in the Now, when I'm in it..
All things I have, I love and appreciate.
What I really desire, and what this thread is about, is a 'mindset'...
How does one go about manifesting a perfectly desired mindset when it must first be created in the less-than-desirable mindset.
I find my own mind is really the only thing that brings that negative feeling of judgment, the way my thought patterns work. I suppose you might call it ADD or something, although I really don't believe I have ADD. When it comes to material things I have or don't have, that's all gravy. I don't 'need' anything except the present moment. But when it comes to my mind I have more judgment then anything, and it really affects my ability to be fully present.
My ideal mind would be very deliberate, relaxed, DISCIPLINED, easygoing, focused, highly aware, emotionally rock solid (not letting outside circumstances dictate feelings because of what you KNOW). It would think something, and it would just believe it.
A mindset like this I would assume would just come to me.. it would just 'pop in' to my head or something. how else would it replace my current mindset. But how can this happen when under the surface I feel that twinge of the possibility of my mind constantly being thrown off course.
The blissful feeling of ALL IS WELL fades away when a thought of worry or judgment comes up. This judgment is of myself that I dont have the ability to stay in the moment.It is a negative thought which says my mind is not capable of doing this. THAT is exactly what I'm fearing. It's like... INSTANT manifestation so to speak. I might fear a financial situation, but I can always change it before it happens. THIS THOUGHT IN ITSELF is what brings me out of the moment. There's no step in between....
The funniest most ridiculous part is I know that is what is creating it, I see so obviously how it works. But it's like a paradox that I feel is out of my control (although i know nothing is out of my control).
There is no step in between. When I'm manifesting a physical object, this doesn't apply because if a negative thing pops into my head, I just shift my focus. Theres like a buffer zone which allows me a place to not continue judgment
But with a mindset, THAT is the thing which is creating. They're like little 'blips' of downtime. In 'out'... refocus... IN 'out'... refocus. That tends to lead to that judgment because that thought IN and of itself is what Im not desiring, it IS that judgment.
How do I go about creating a mindset which is 99% in the flow when this is happening?? :mrgreen:
It seems intuitive just to focus on when it does work, but the act of focusing is thrown off by 'non-focusing' so to speak. lol
I'm reading Bashar right now, I'm fully ready to become a deliberate creator 99% of the day. All is well :mrgreen: Life is good, and I am eternal. I have all eternity to figure this out, so I'm relaxing and creating this thread to see what happens.
The physical things that I desire which are not in my experience, I enjoy thinking about. All is well.
I enjoy being in the Now, when I'm in it..
All things I have, I love and appreciate.
What I really desire, and what this thread is about, is a 'mindset'...
How does one go about manifesting a perfectly desired mindset when it must first be created in the less-than-desirable mindset.
I find my own mind is really the only thing that brings that negative feeling of judgment, the way my thought patterns work. I suppose you might call it ADD or something, although I really don't believe I have ADD. When it comes to material things I have or don't have, that's all gravy. I don't 'need' anything except the present moment. But when it comes to my mind I have more judgment then anything, and it really affects my ability to be fully present.
My ideal mind would be very deliberate, relaxed, DISCIPLINED, easygoing, focused, highly aware, emotionally rock solid (not letting outside circumstances dictate feelings because of what you KNOW). It would think something, and it would just believe it.
A mindset like this I would assume would just come to me.. it would just 'pop in' to my head or something. how else would it replace my current mindset. But how can this happen when under the surface I feel that twinge of the possibility of my mind constantly being thrown off course.
The blissful feeling of ALL IS WELL fades away when a thought of worry or judgment comes up. This judgment is of myself that I dont have the ability to stay in the moment.It is a negative thought which says my mind is not capable of doing this. THAT is exactly what I'm fearing. It's like... INSTANT manifestation so to speak. I might fear a financial situation, but I can always change it before it happens. THIS THOUGHT IN ITSELF is what brings me out of the moment. There's no step in between....
The funniest most ridiculous part is I know that is what is creating it, I see so obviously how it works. But it's like a paradox that I feel is out of my control (although i know nothing is out of my control).
There is no step in between. When I'm manifesting a physical object, this doesn't apply because if a negative thing pops into my head, I just shift my focus. Theres like a buffer zone which allows me a place to not continue judgment
But with a mindset, THAT is the thing which is creating. They're like little 'blips' of downtime. In 'out'... refocus... IN 'out'... refocus. That tends to lead to that judgment because that thought IN and of itself is what Im not desiring, it IS that judgment.
How do I go about creating a mindset which is 99% in the flow when this is happening?? :mrgreen:
It seems intuitive just to focus on when it does work, but the act of focusing is thrown off by 'non-focusing' so to speak. lol