Cantabile
Sat Nov 01 2008, 12:12pm
:) If this would have been the old me, I would have panicked and freaked out. All is well. :D It was a crazy week yet again. :) My work have been scrutinized, I was told that I insulted someone, that I should always be humble, put my feet on the ground, etc.
Yes, I am there to explore new things. Be better at what I do. I do not brag or anything. I simply just feel good about it. ^__^ I feel good being me and working at what I love. Even though I was asked to prove something, I didn't do my best to prove my point, I did it because I love doing it. :)
Then I ask now. What is this concept of humility? Is it being humble to the point of putting your head on the toilet so that you let other people get their share of glory? I am okay with humility but why should people remind you to be humble? lol. Just wondering.
But now look at the Trump. :D I don't mind him bragging around. That's him feeling good about his life and his money. Woot!
I have learned lately that ego is far more different than being connected to one's higher self. The ego is judging, blames others for what ones feels.
I have learned lately that no matter what you do, people should always help themselves. Even if you try, you're only there to shine back your love, but you can't pull them up to where they are.
I have learned that although I love what I am doing, I also need to put attention to myself, most especially--to my loved ones and of course, the little one who always asks my attention :( awwwe.
I have learned not to judge. Not to question other people's feelings and whatever they tell me---I just don't regard it as personal. :)
I have learned that no matter where I am, I feel safe, I feel loved and that I am love myself, walking around.
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Although Abe tells us that "missing" or "miss" sounds sick.
I miss being with myself. I miss the stillness of the moment,
I miss looking at the clouds and lie down at the sand and watch stars fall gently one by one. :) Ahhhh...I want some pampering, I want some TLC. :P
Yes, I am there to explore new things. Be better at what I do. I do not brag or anything. I simply just feel good about it. ^__^ I feel good being me and working at what I love. Even though I was asked to prove something, I didn't do my best to prove my point, I did it because I love doing it. :)
Then I ask now. What is this concept of humility? Is it being humble to the point of putting your head on the toilet so that you let other people get their share of glory? I am okay with humility but why should people remind you to be humble? lol. Just wondering.
But now look at the Trump. :D I don't mind him bragging around. That's him feeling good about his life and his money. Woot!
I have learned lately that ego is far more different than being connected to one's higher self. The ego is judging, blames others for what ones feels.
I have learned lately that no matter what you do, people should always help themselves. Even if you try, you're only there to shine back your love, but you can't pull them up to where they are.
I have learned that although I love what I am doing, I also need to put attention to myself, most especially--to my loved ones and of course, the little one who always asks my attention :( awwwe.
I have learned not to judge. Not to question other people's feelings and whatever they tell me---I just don't regard it as personal. :)
I have learned that no matter where I am, I feel safe, I feel loved and that I am love myself, walking around.
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Although Abe tells us that "missing" or "miss" sounds sick.
I miss being with myself. I miss the stillness of the moment,
I miss looking at the clouds and lie down at the sand and watch stars fall gently one by one. :) Ahhhh...I want some pampering, I want some TLC. :P