The end of karma

[Zesty]

I AM fully desiring to take the leap to the path of dharma, and end the cycle of karma which holds me in a cycle of everyday life.

By karma I don't mean the sense that you have some debt to pay or that you can't indulge in things that make you feel good like the passionateless Buddha did. I don't mean you must become completely detached from your passions in order to free yourself of karma, and not take part in things which make you feel good.
I mean karma in the sense that one receives the vibration they give out in physical form, and unless one is more in-tune than out-of-tune, the cycle repeats (which also leads to the 'magic-pill' mentality).

I already know what I must do (feel good! appreciate! all is well!). ITS ALREADY INSIDE OF ME TO MAKE THIS CHANGE THIS EXACT MOMENT. Right here and NOW.
yet- my successfully doing this for any extended period falls pray to my ever-changing states of being human.
Therefore to get out of this loop of CONTRADICTING thought, do I need to somehow change something outside my control to cleanse my thoughts before I can move forward with ease, not forward/backward/forward (through meditation, releasing subconscious beliefs, EFT, affirmations, and so on)?
Or on the other hand... I know everything is inside of me, and all is well. This is simple, and doesn't need to be complicated. I don't need anything out there, just a change of mind and then it is done...
Yet if that's the case, why is it not easy? why do I keep falling into this endless cycle of forgetting then remembering, not learning from past 'mistakes'

Why does my taste of universal being fade. I feel truly perfect and in tune when I read abraham-hicks. I feel very brief 'bouts' of this eternal feeling when I appreciate a certain aspect of my life, and I feel the emotion spiral towards me and upwards.. and for a fleeting glimpse of 30 seconds I truly feel the leading edge of creation. Then no doubt it fades, and the same mental process of appreciation yields not the same result, but perhaps irritation and once again the repeating over of that cycle.

I read abraham-hicks, or the book I AM THAT by sri maharaj, or BE HERE NOW by ram dass, and for those moments I'm reading I feel truly aligned with my being. I feel wholesome love and potential for infinite creation, I feel love for all that I'm reading. But seconds after I put the book down it all fades again.

I am asking the universe to give me the knowledge, answers, resources, faith, ability, power, desire and feeling to fully set me free from this cycle, and to make that giant leap into constant awareness and uncontradicting thought, the complete control of the power which creates worlds.
I desire a cleansed mind flowing with unconditional love and compassion to all things, and a mind which is disciplined in mindfulness and releasing resistance, planting seeds and not digging them up.
I am asking to once and for all move beyond the cycle into being fully connected with my source so that, even if I experience 'high' periods and 'low' periods (periods of contrast), I still am in full AWARENESS and mental discipline to maintain steady course, and not fall behind once again.
Feeling that I must 'do something' daily to change my habits does not feel good to me now, and I desire that this change come through experience or other means, a permanent awakening to my true self, not of some repetitive thing I must do or some magic-pill I must take to 'fix me.' I am already perfect, and I desire to become aware of this and become enlightened to true-self-love which doesn't fade

[Zesty]

"Your limitation is self imposed. You are not limited by the hand of God or any other force. You have not been cast out of heaven. You are eternal and unlimited as God and creation is. Unlimitedness and infiniteness is your birthright. How could it be otherwise?

You’re awakening is in your own hands. Do you accept responsibility for your own awakening, or do you give your power away to someone else to do it for you? No one else can do it for you, (this is the nature of the gift of free will). If this is your pattern, you will never awaken, you will always be searching for that one thing or that one master that will help you get it. What you search for, you already have - this is the cosmic joke. When you realize who you are, and realize your birthright, you will laugh the biggest laugh in your life, you will realize you were putting your self on."

I Am realizing everything I have is already within me, and i am allowing myself to feel the full impact of this revelation so that it may absorb into every cell of my being, so that it is a PART of me, something so true I cannot forget it, so that I may always have that 'piece' to hold on to and pull me up when I experience contrast.
I desire to become enlightened to an extent where i ALWAYS have this knowledge accessible to me in an uncontradicting way, in every cell of my being, fully planted there so that I can never forget it no matter where Im at, what im doing or how I'm feeling

[Nightprincessa]

[color=#00BF40]I am asking the universe to give me the knowledge, answers, resources, faith, ability, power, desire and feeling to fully set me free from this cycle, and to make that giant leap into constant awareness and uncontradicting thought, the complete control of the power which creates worlds.
I desire a cleansed mind flowing with unconditional love and compassion to all things, and a mind which is disciplined in mindfulness and releasing resistance, planting seeds and not digging them up.
I am asking to once and for all move beyond the cycle into being fully connected with my source so that, even if I experience 'high' periods and 'low' periods (periods of contrast), I still am in full AWARENESS and mental discipline to maintain steady course, and not fall behind once again.
Feeling that I must 'do something' daily to change my habits does not feel good to me now, and I desire that this change come through experience or other means, a permanent awakening to my true self, not of some repetitive thing I must do or some magic-pill I must take to 'fix me.' I am already perfect, and I desire to become aware of this and become enlightened to true-self-love which doesn't fade


I Am realizing everything I have is already within me, and i am allowing myself to feel the full impact of this revelation so that it may absorb into every cell of my being, so that it is a PART of me, something so true I cannot forget it, so that I may always have that 'piece' to hold on to and pull me up when I experience contrast.
I desire to become enlightened to an extent where i ALWAYS have this knowledge accessible to me in an uncontradicting way, in every cell of my being, fully planted there so that I can never forget it no matter where Im at, what im doing or how I'm feeling

WOW Zesty, I love what you wrote, and I understand completely and agree with you! :clap:

Love :loveflag:

Martika :heart:

[GJDeming]

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[Zesty]

holy shit.. wait..

believe it or not, out of EVERYTHING I have read... I never made that connection, but it makes perfect sense.

So that means if you start making bigger desires (worthy of a much higher vibration), then the universe is going to deliver you contrast to give you the opportunity to push your mind up to that vibration so it catches up to speed?
Wow, I never thought of it like that... :mrgreen:

I always thought contrast was just a past thought not fully in alignment, which provides an opportunity to think better, and better know what you do want.

I kind of like your description!

[asjairok]

Hi Zesty!!!
Look I've heard some of this days next sentance: Zen budist sais about karma that this is the thought that you're thinking write now!!!
according to this all that you have wrote here in your letter is what you claime to be your reality( it is your karma). I think M U C H better is to go outside and walk and I promisse you new fresh ideas will mix with old ones and new vibration will raise inside you as a plant you plan to grow with your seeds put in ground!!!
I also suggest you not to go for the same process agato you is: write affirmations-I cind of mix tools from The Astonishing Power Of Emotions book, with affirmations, and with wouldn't it be nice and appreciation, but mostly good sentences. And I do this in very beautiful note book that inspires me and with colorful pens, -you do it so that it raise your vibe. Have it open when you finish.
And with time you'll come to your most wanted possition!!! :heart:

[Cantabile]

Zesty! :D :D :D Thank you thank you for sharing this!

Contrast makes us want better things, and makes us want to want more. :D It's hard for me to release of my negative thoughts and feelings when I first learned about the law. But little by little, I let myself go, let go of the things that I hold onto badly and think of joy, of love and everything that makes me feel good.

I am so glad to be a part of this vibrational community.

:hug: :clap: :dance: :love: